Life is such

Life is such, when you least expect something, it comes to you. When you open up on something and attract good energy, great things happen to you.

Life is such, when you start loving something, it's time to give up and move on.

When I interned in an actuarial position, I had such high expectations and when I never learnt as much as I wanted to on the job, I was disappointed every single minute that I started hating the people I work with and the job and the company.

Now, although I am not in an actuarial job, I am learning something new every single day. I love the people I work with (apart from the hypocrite. I only love the people I work with because I keep a distance from them and don't get too close with anyone.) and I love working with my manager. He is the best manager I've had since both of my disastrous internships.

Two days ago, I received news (on something completely unrelated to my job) that I might not be able to continue working there for long. I was quite upset. I still am.

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I can't say I love my job,

but I mean it with all my heart when I say:

I don't hate my job,

I love working with my manager,

and I wish to work here for a few more years.

I hope I have the chance to continue working in this place for another year or two. The day I have to let my manager know of my departure will be one of my saddest days ever. It's ironic how I loved living in UK, but hated the company. Here, I hate living in Selangor, but I love everything about the company and my job. I hope wherever I go to next, I will love the place, my job, my manager and everything around me.